I can’t remember the last

I can’t remember the last time I went to see a film before tonight. I’m sure I’ve missed some excellent cinema. But tonight I saw something that was worth the wait. Amelie. It was one of the best films I have seen. Ever. Funny, touching, beautiful.
It is also a film that I wish I’d had someone to see it with.
Afterwards, I went for a quick last-orders beer with Paul F, Arron and Al.
It’s been a strange weekend. I have a heavy heart, and yet I’m smiling, even though there is a tear in my eye. I’ve some of the best friends in the world, old and new, and yet I’m missing something. I wish I knew how to fix it. Maybe I do, but just haven’t realised it. Or admitted it.