{"id":352,"date":"2001-01-30T19:55:35","date_gmt":"2001-01-30T18:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.grayblog.co.uk\/?p=352"},"modified":"2001-01-30T19:55:35","modified_gmt":"2001-01-30T18:55:35","slug":"i-am-really-struggling-with","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/2001\/01\/30\/i-am-really-struggling-with\/","title":{"rendered":"I am really struggling with"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am really struggling with the &#8220;veneer of cheerfulness&#8221; tonight. I can just about keep it going at the moment, and I&#8217;m determined not to get back to the ways of the old Grayblog. But those of who knew that blog, will know what I&#8217;m on about.<br \/>\nmust stop thinking &#8220;if only&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am really struggling with the &#8220;veneer of cheerfulness&#8221; tonight. I can just about keep it going at the moment, and I&#8217;m determined not to get back to the ways of the old Grayblog. But those of who knew that blog, will know what I&#8217;m on about. must stop thinking &#8220;if only&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-352","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-old-blogging"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/352","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=352"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/352\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=352"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=352"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=352"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}