{"id":404,"date":"2001-02-11T16:36:28","date_gmt":"2001-02-11T15:36:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.grayblog.co.uk\/?p=404"},"modified":"2001-02-11T16:36:28","modified_gmt":"2001-02-11T15:36:28","slug":"im-shattered-this-emotional-rollercoaster","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/2001\/02\/11\/im-shattered-this-emotional-rollercoaster\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m shattered. This emotional rollercoaster"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m shattered. This emotional rollercoaster is hard work. Last night was really hard work, filled as I was with the feeling of being loved and also the feeling of not being loved, by various people. My friends were, as usual, absolutely fantastic. I&#8217;ve found over the past few weeks who the really good friends truly are, and I&#8217;ve also found a few new friends too.<br \/>\nBut the hurt is deep, and I&#8217;m going to need time to heal.<br \/>\nRight now, though, I think I&#8217;ll take a snooze before heading down the bar later for a quiet pint.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m shattered. This emotional rollercoaster is hard work. Last night was really hard work, filled as I was with the feeling of being loved and also the feeling of not being loved, by various people. My friends were, as usual, absolutely fantastic. I&#8217;ve found over the past few weeks who the really good friends truly [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-404","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-old-blogging"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/404","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=404"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/404\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=404"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=404"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grayblog.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=404"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}